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I've been wanting to edit some of my old posts but it will take too much of my time already and I don't have enough time to edit all of them. So I decided not to edit them. It was nice to read them and I can see that I have still so much to learn when it comes to writing. It was a bit hard for me. I love reading so much and they say if you read a lot you'll learn plenty of things, especially it'll help you a lot on your writing skills. I get the point. I can tell that I still have to work hard on it. My insecurity is messing my mind again *sigh* I hate this feeling. I should be more grateful, right? source

I should be posting my 3rd part adventure in Bohol but I just want my thoughts to say something. Lately, I've been missing the old me. The old me who writes every now and then. The old me who reads a lot of books. The old me who can watch movies for 2 hours straight. The old me who can watch Koreanovelas for 3 hours. The old me who spends time sleeping when I have nothing else to do. The old me who loves to watch sunset and stars. I don't know why I miss that old me hmmm. source I've been a busy bee lately and I can't even post here everyday. There are some things to sacrifice when you have a lot on your plate. Maybe now I learned how to prioritize things. I learned how to be more conscious with time. I miss the old me without worrying what to do next. I never get bored or feel lonely. Sometimes I do feel lonely, maybe because of the weather hehe but its just me anyway. Maybe the new me is the better version of myself, more determined (tsar!) more future mind...

Hello 3 rd day of 2013. I can’t believe this is my 1 st post for this year. I should have my 1 st post on the 1 st day of the year. Anyway, I’m not sure why I forgot to write on the 1 st day, maybe I was having a holiday hangover (no alcohol present, of course). Right now, I am leaving 2012 with the good, bad, sad and happy memories. The best part of my 2012 for me was my boyfriend is finally home. He just got back from a year and one month work outside the country. The saddest part was my two grannies died because of illness. I have to summarize my 2012 through this collage I made. I can’t fit all the photos here since I have to utilize the space provided. Don’t ask why most of them are couple photos hehe I love this year cause my boypran is here to witness my achievements and failures. He’s my adviser and my listener. You have no idea how many times he seen me crying my eyes out with all the heartaches. He cried, laugh and dance with me this year. He is genuinely my ...

source It has been a hard and sad week. It was heart-breaking but I know it's God's will. My grannies are now finally at rest. I will miss my grandma and grandpa.  Especially my tatay, he's been with us since I was just a baby. He's with us through the ups and downs, storms and sunshines. He never leaves us. We have good memories together, and I remembered he taught me how to play the guitar and flute, unfortunately I'm not a fan of musical instruments.  Tatay, I will miss you so bad. I love you so much and I know you're finally at peace. You are now free from pain and suffering. I'm sorry I haven't visited you as often as I could, you know that I am trying. I just couldn't bear to see you alone at home and no one's taking care of you. How i wish I could take care of you but I can't bring back the past. I love you and you will always be in my heart.  I know everything will be okay soon.  I love you Lola and Tatay, Rest In P...