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source I love drinking tea lately. I love Herbalife tea and sad to say that my bottle is empty. I can't buy one for now. However, I'm planning to buy Jasmine Tea.  source I am into this exercise now. Pilates is one of the hardest exercise I have ever tried, ever! This one is like yoga since all you need is a mat and of course the youtube videos. I can say Cassey Ho is my personal trainer. haha! This is so freaking hard. It really hurts for awhile and the soreness will stay longer than you could ever imagine haha! As what Cassey says "you will learn to love the soreness". I am up for the challenge! Sometimes I can't help but in tears everytime I've done some of the moves. Sometimes I can't even do some of it  even though cassey would say "don't give up!You are strong." hehe. I'm sorry for that Cassey.  source photo credit goes to the owner :) source I am a book hoarder and I don't know why I'm l...

Lately, I've been searching for vintage fashion bloggers and I can't really deny that I love vintage fashion. I mean, yep I love florals, collars and polka dots. I love vintage dresses already and have been checking out Modcloth for dresses. I love it!They're so adorable and cute and sophisticated. My problem with dresses though is that my tummy looks like it's always bloating. I had problems with my subcutaneous fats and it's hard to eliminate them. It's not going to be easy, I'm not sure how may months I will work on it. I must commit to my pilate ab work-out which is really hard. However, I can't wait to wear dresses already. I want to be a vintage fashion blogger. hehe  Check out these  Modcloth photos.  they have plus sizes. She looks gorgeous! 

source I talked to my boyfriend on the phone yesterday and he shared to me that it was his first time to cry in front of his mother. They talked via YM. His mother had never seen him cried before so she teases him, his nephews and nieces were there too. He said he was crying because he misses them that much, his home and his family. He was feeling homesick after seeing the smile on their faces. Suddenly, tears started falling on my cheeks, I felt the loneliness he felt during that time and I was wondering if ever I decided to work abroad and leave home, will I miss my family? will they miss me? And my subconscious mind answered “NO”. I don’t know why I suddenly thought about that. I want to experience being homesick again. I have experienced it though when I was young where I spent my summer in Camiguin Island with my cousin and I cried a lot. I missed my family, especially my mama. I missed everything about our place and how I wish summer would be over so that I can go back t...

source Who loves tea?!! I definitely love tea in the morning and after I exercise. Everything worked out to a tee when I finally had a sip of it. Before, i don't like drinking tea since i love drinking sweets and tea is not typically my favorite type of drink. When I commit myself to fitness, I realized tea has lots of benefits to the body and really helpful if you want to lose some extra pounds.  source source Hey, there's plenty types of tea here source The reasons you should drink tea ^_^ source The more I know about tea benefits, the more I love drinking it. I love the soothing smell of tea. Worrying too much? let's tea to that. source

source This month holds a special place in my heart. June is my birth month and everytime I think of my birthday i'm excited and somewhat emotional lol. I don't know why. I was thinking how to celebrate it though i'm not sure yet what I like to do or I want on my birthday. I don't want any plans and I don't want to think too much about it as well. There are things that I need to prioritize first but I don't want this to be a reason for me not to step forward with my other plans. I'm still afraid though cause I'm leaving my comfort zone. It has occurred to me that when I step into this new chapter there's no going back to my normal routine life, there's no giving up, I have to be a fighter and I need to be strong. Why am I doing this? hmmm cause if i'm not, I'll stay like this forever. I need to challenge myself in order for me to step up. I need to do this for myself. A new month and a new challenge, I wanna take credit on my...

I know I had been slacking off on my blog. I wanted to write something here but my mind is totally going crazy with all the things I need to attend to. I'm sorry dear blog for the time being. I have to deactivate for awhile. hehe. Anyway, I found this so cute and encouraging, perfect for me ^_^ source

It’s a challenging part for me when it comes to motivation. I forgot to pull myself sometimes and I drag myself deep down when I shouldn’t, I know it's wrong. What I do now is I really try to look for motivating quotes/message to remind myself not to give up. Staying on track takes a lot of self discipline, focus and inspiration.   Inspiration and positivity is possible however it was so hard to be positive when the people around you is pulling you down, saying negative things, like you can’t make it. But instead of thinking about all these negative ions around me I would tell myself that this would be my inspiration to do more, to be better, and to reach my ultimate goal. They will be shocked in the end that I did make it. This would be a sweet revenge to those people, right?  Here's a perfect guide to stay motivated ^_^  source