Overwhelming Days and Nights

There are times I have no idea what I should do first. The stressors in life are overwhelming I must say. Every-time I think of it, why should I bother worrying too much? I should at least prioritize my feelings first. During those times I have to think of pulling myself up for the benefit of everybody, I feel like floating. 

I don't know if it's right or wrong to pretend and disregard my feelings. Of course, I certainly know the answer to that, I just keep on hiding that inside me, knowing I have to be strong for the people around me and for those people who loves me. 

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I don't know what else should I do to make things a little lighter. My boypran would tell me I was just overthinking things. I should be enjoying simple pleasures in life, like eating ice-cream (i know I am cheating with my diet,sshh) but at least I'm celebrating my little joys and achievement like losing 2 lbs a week. ayt? 

Anyway, lately I was like all talk and no trousers. I keep on saying things that I should do but I don't take actions on them. I don't know why I am delaying things now but I was just looking for a perfect timing. The pressure is on me but I don't want to think about it now. All I wish and hope is to see the daylight. I know, I wanted to say that to keep myself motivated and think clearly. I should not wait and make things happen. wew.. I can do this. Someone push me now please. 

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  1. ✿Sie✿7/17/12, 10:11 PM

    sissy I do experience it a lot..and guys are really different from us ladies..I can certify my hon is the same he always says I am so emo hehehe..but sometimes it is true maybe I should learn just to look at things as simple as it should be but sometimes it is hard when you are in the middle of nowhere..visiting you ;)

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  2. chachucho7/18/12, 6:48 AM

    sis, i miss you *hugsssssss. Yah I can say we ladies are so emotional in some ways that guys can't understand. I couldn't agree more with you since looking at things simply is really hard especially when you don't know what to do.

    Maybe its more nicer if in every situation we face we should look at the positive view.

    However,its so hard to be positive when you are in your down moments wew.

    Thanks for the visit my pretty sissy.muaah!

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