We need to RESET?


My pulse is getting fast
My heart is gonna crash

Hey I got something to say to you
We've been on overdrive
Maybe we should take some time apart.

I'm always on the road and putting on a show
I know you're really trying to keep up with me

Baby we're compatible
But you must be sick of all the bull
I pull on you

Now I'm having second thoughts about us
I think I like it like it was
I know I shut the system down
But now I wanna bring it back up

We need to reset don't wanna regret
Not making up with you

You and I fading from the screen
Can we prevent a freeze
We're losing power and we're spinning down
Suddenly back up dedicated now
We crashed but we can turn it
Around
After a reset

I'm tired of the nights without you by my side
We only seem to text and email

So you come on the road
Maybe we don't have to fall apart
It's working for a while

But I see through your smile
This isn't the life you signed up for

You tell me It'll be okay
As you board a different plane back to where you were

Now are you having second thoughts about us
I know that I'm still in love
I know I shut the system down
But don't you wanna bring it back up

We need to reset don't wanna regret
Not making it up with you
You and I fading from the screen
Can we prevent a freeze
We're losing power and we're spinning down
Suddenly back up dedicated now
We crashed ~ but we can turn it around
After a reset ~

Hey hey! Pakinggan mo naman ako (Hey hey! Please listen to me)
Hey hey! I think this is the way na dapat gawin (Hey hey! I think this is the way it should be done)
Reset! Sana naman ika'y sang-ayon din (Reset! I hope you'll also agree)
To all the things that I'm gonna say
I wish ika'y pumayag din (I wish you'll agree)
Mag-aagree ka ba? (Will you say yes?)
If I tell you that "Magsimula tayo para tayo'y sobrang happy na" (If I tell you that "Let's start all over again so we can be happy")
We should reset all this
Ibalik ang nakaraan (Let's turn back the time)

I have doubts, second thoughts that I can't seem to get off my head. I'm starting to realize, I mean is this what I really want? Sometimes, I'm getting bored. I can't seem to open up with that person. He talks a lot about himself, he doesn't even care to listen to what I said. 

I dunno if he cares to know me MORE? my conscience is battling about these thoughts, but I can't afford to lose or have regrets in the end. It matters to me my happiness but how about His happiness? Am I being unfair to HIM? or is this the right thing to do? I tried to Shift + delete these thoughts, but it's getting on my nerves!! I have to think it over and over and over. :(

I tried my best to keep up with you. I guess, I can't sing those melodies any longer(?) The melody that I used to sing. Maybe it's not for me to keep. 

Comments

  1. It's ok cha...
    sometimes, we need to pause to gain back our energy...
    Just relax...think positive!
    Everything happens for a reason :D
    be thankful for the things you have now....for we may never know till when we gonna have these...
    Godbless you and your honey...hehe

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  2. Thanks flor sa advice..huhu
    Yeah..I know, I strongly believe it happens for a reason. I'm just over-reacting things. Thank you so much. Be happy lage with your beloved. hugs and kisses...

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  3. Hi chachacha.. wonder nalagpot ko sa imong page?hehe we have d' same situation and and i know how sick u are..maybe u will thnk im crazy but u shud b hapi for d tears brought 2 u..it really helps 2 b a strong "wonder woman"..just kidding..but yah, it is..look at me now, smiling and doing some crazy stuff to make fun and enjoy my everyday w/ crazy pips 2..hahaha..u know him mor and his situation..sometimes ders a lot of things to consider..its how u understand each other..it doesnt matter how long youve been together coz wat matter is how u truly LOVE each ader..fr: robin "wag kang aayaw! think positib"..

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  4. huhu jenjenjen.. Thank you sooo muuccch!! I take all your advice ninyu ni flor cause I know duma-an na kayo sa ganitong stage..Ang hirap na talaga.hehe.hmmuaaah!!! loves you :-*

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