Takes me Back..

I am full of emotions right now. I can't explain, I can't describe but all I know is that I feel the PAIN. The pain in my stomach, the pain in my throat and the pain in my eyes. I feel bad, I know I'm not the only one who feels this way and I can't help it. This is just me, I am just with MYSELF today. The feelings I've had before now came back. I thought I finally blocked it on my system, I tried to ignore it these years however anxiety attacks me again. I am so emotional, I was crying a lot, especially this week. I can't help myself to be like this. I'm just a cry baby. 


There are a lot of things that had happened to me this month. I can't say it all. I can't find the words to say it all. I am just thankful that I've found this person who is willing to listen to all my troubles. I can share to him all my worries and sentiments. However, I'm not the person I used to be back then. I've changed a lot and I don't like it. That's why now I have to find myself again. I have to bring back the person I used to be. The prayerful and fearful one. I felt guilty cause I failed HIM and I can't help but get so emotional every-time I think of it. I'M SORRY. I am not the same person I used to be, I don't talk to you every night, I don't pray everyday which I used to do back then. I AM SORRY, for hurting you, for hurting my parents and for hurting the love of my life. I thought I was strong enough to face the challenges but I was wrong, I am not strong, I'm just pretending to be strong. I am weak, super weak but I'm not giving up cause there's one person who believes in me, YOU believe in me and this special person believes in me. I can't thank you enough for giving me this person, I am super blessed. You never let me face these troubles alone, you know that I needed this person so much more than anyone. THANK YOU T^T.

The Bourne Legacy


Finally, I watched the movie The Bourne Legacy yesterday. I had fun watching the Manila scene. The motorcycle chasing scene was awesome.astig!! IMBA talaga. hehe. Anyway, I don't like the ending though, nabitin ako kasi eh. I wasn't expecting anything from the movie and it wasn't a prequel of the Bourne series movie. It was the other side of the story about the organization. If you didn't know the story of the Bourne Series, the Jason Bourne one then you can't understand this one. I would suggest you watch the Jason Bourne series first.

Both characters portrayed well in the movie and I love Rachel's character in the movie. She was just an ordinary doctor and she doesn't know everything except that she was there to work for the Science. Then all of the sudden someone was trying to kill her, that's a shock, right? Hindi pa ata sya naka recover when one of her co-worker killed all the doctors except her then here comes the pretending "good ones" yun pala eh they're agents who will kill her. Jeremy knows better especially the action part scene, but I like Jason Bourne more. hehe

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