I should be posting my 3rd part adventure in Bohol but I just want my thoughts to say something. Lately, I've been missing the old me. The old me who writes every now and then. The old me who reads a lot of books. The old me who can watch movies for 2 hours straight. The old me who can watch Koreanovelas for 3 hours. The old me who spends time sleeping when I have nothing else to do. The old me who loves to watch sunset and stars. I don't know why I miss that old me hmmm.
I've been a busy bee lately and I can't even post here everyday. There are some things to sacrifice when you have a lot on your plate. Maybe now I learned how to prioritize things. I learned how to be more conscious with time. I miss the old me without worrying what to do next. I never get bored or feel lonely. Sometimes I do feel lonely, maybe because of the weather hehe but its just me anyway. Maybe the new me is the better version of myself, more determined (tsar!) more future minded (nax!) I would say my mindset has changed. There would be more changes in the next year (wew!)
Maybe I just have to accept the fact that I'm not a college student anymore. The fact that I'm already a grown-up, but I don't want to get seriously attached to the seriousness of life. I want to have fun too, to do things spontaneously (haha! ano kaya? hmm) I love surprises now (thanks to my boyfie). But what I really want now is to have time for myself, to be alone, to reflect. I don't want to think about anything else but myself. I hope to have a day to date myself, any day of the week, that would be great. I don't know how to start this but definitely I can do this.I have to get myself together.