I miss you (yes you!)

I should be posting my 3rd part adventure in Bohol but I just want my thoughts to say something. Lately, I've been missing the old me. The old me who writes every now and then. The old me who reads a lot of books. The old me who can watch movies for 2 hours straight. The old me who can watch Koreanovelas for 3 hours. The old me who spends time sleeping when I have nothing else to do. The old me who loves to watch sunset and stars. I don't know why I miss that old me hmmm.

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I've been a busy bee lately and I can't even post here everyday. There are some things to sacrifice when you have a lot on your plate. Maybe now I learned how to prioritize things. I learned how to be more conscious with time. I miss the old me without worrying what to do next. I never get bored or feel lonely. Sometimes I do feel lonely, maybe because of the weather hehe but its just me anyway. Maybe the new me is the better version of myself, more determined (tsar!) more future minded (nax!) I would say my mindset has changed. There would be more changes in the next year (wew!) 

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Maybe I just have to accept the fact that I'm not a college student anymore. The fact that I'm already a grown-up, but I don't want to get seriously attached to the seriousness of life. I want to have fun too, to do things spontaneously (haha! ano kaya? hmm) I love surprises now (thanks to my boyfie). But what I really want now is to have time for myself, to be alone, to reflect. I don't want to think about anything else but myself. I hope to have a day to date myself, any day of the week, that would be great. I don't know how to start this but definitely I can do this.I have to get myself together. 

2 comments:

  1. I kind of feel you chang. I have been there. We all go through stages in our life which sometimes overwhelms us. But I learned that its okay to have these things which shake our world a little bit. Because you kind of learn from these experiences, and it somehow shows you what kind of life you want and you don't want. And when it feels like everything is just too much remember to rejoice in the way things are. That's what i do and it makes me feel better every time. :) I'm missing you too! Thanks for always checking up on me by visiting my blog. haha

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  2. thanks for the encouraging words shenani..agree, this feeling is really overwhelming..waaaa but everyday i'm grateful for these feelings, sometimes lang nakaka lonely huhu.. weeee ^____^ uo naman i'm always checking on you :*

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